This is what I want to feel like!!!

This is what I want to feel like!!!
How I feel when I'm over her knee!!!

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Maintenance spankings........

My wife has been giving me maintenance spankings every other day since I have been off work. The spankings are not particularly severe.....just enough so that I know I have been spanked. Also, just enough so I get the release of endorphins I need to keep me from sinking too far into the depression that I am prone to. We have to really be on guard against my depression at this time because I am off of work for at least three months and the idle time makes it easy for me to slip into the mire.
My wife is the greatest woman on earth, and my Goddess!!!

Friday, July 20, 2012

A short spanking story I wrote today............



Learning to be disciplined

I stood naked in front of the seated lady who was going to teach my wife how to give a proper punishment spanking. I had been spanked before, but never to the extent of real discipline…….this was my deepest dream, but also my deepest fear. I trembled with the anticipation and fear.

The woman looked up at me and said, “Now David let me be perfectly honest here so that there is no misunderstanding. In a discipline spanking you are being punished, severely punished!!! There is no warm up, there is no break, you will be in agony from start to finish. The agony is constant and unbearable, and it goes on for a very long time. If you go over my knee, agony will be your only reward…..and, hopefully, tears. You have expressed the desire to be a disciplined husband; you have expressed the dream to have a very strict wife. If you choose to willingly go over my knee today your life will change forever. Your relationship will change forever. This will be only one of the many more, severely painful, spankings you will receive over the course of you marriage. I have recommended that your wife, and soul mate, blister your ass in the way I’m about to demonstrate, twice a week for the first year.  You will spend many days standing, or kneeling, in the corner with a face covered in tears and snot. Your wife may spank you like this whenever you have broken an agreed upon rule, whenever you have gotten too big for your britches, or whenever she sees fit!!! Make your choice now,  just remember that from here on out it will be a long and painful ride…….but, it is a ride in which you will know a feeling of being loved and cared for that you have never known. Choose!!!

Fear gripped me as I laid myself over her lap and took the step I had always dreamed of………………..

Thursday, July 19, 2012

I will keep you informed as our new dynamic emerges.

This is very scary; I view this with excitement and trepidation. I am watching my wife interact, on various sites, with women who already practice this lifestyle with their husbands. I watch as my wife is learning what it takes to properly discipline a bad little boy/Husband. We are planning on meeting one couple where the wife has said she will show, on my bottom, how to give a proper discipline spanking.........I can't wait!!! Oh wait, I mean I am scared to death, because I really am.
I, like many of you, have spent countless hours reading what seemed to be outrageous, fantasy laden, posts about men getting their asses beat. I wondered if such a lifestyle wasn't just a fantasy.
 I searched in vain for such a woman to live that lifestyle with. Gentlemen I have found that woman!!! Not only did God grace me with a woman who would spank me, he graced me with my soulmate: a woman who is a Goddess in my eyes in everyway!!!!!!!!!!!

7/22/2012: My awesome wife just gave me a maintenance spanking............all I have to say is I am a total wimp!!! I hope I never earn a real punishment spanking because I will die!!!......lol. Of course, as all spanked husbands know, eventually I will receive one. Spanked husbands have also assured me that I will not die. I may wish I was dead............rofl.

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

On our way...............

I have asked my wife to spank me more, and also to give me my first punishment spanking soon, whether I need it or not. Don't get me wrong, I am not looking forward with great joy to my first punishment spanking, however I know I need, crave, and want it with all of my heart and soul. I am off of work for awhile, and she has the summer off, so we can get more of a chance to shape this into whatever we want to make it. I would love to make it where I am a frequently spanked, well disciplined husband. I would love to be made to bawl like a baby, over her knee, by the end of the summer!!! In the end it is all up to her..........the way it should be!!!