One of my favorite spanking blogs is gone!!!

I just tried to go onto Ma'am yes Ma'am spanking blog and was devastated to find it had disappeared!!! It was on of the best Female/Male spanking blogs on the net!!! Lots of good advice, and sharing, was lost. This sucks!!!

This is the first day that I haven't been spanked in a week...............

I miss it............. :-( ...............it made me really happy, and mellow, when she was done. I think I miss them bacause they weren't true punishment spankings.............don't get me wrong: they hurt like a bitch, but I do not think they were the unbearable kind that a true punishment spanking is. Even though I miss the spankings I know that I have to take a break so that I don't get "leather butt." Plus I want the spankings to be effective when she does give them to me to correct my behavior.

Was just spanked for throwing a tantrum today..............

1/15/2012: We were out shopping and I became crabby at the wife and acted like a spoiled brat. The spanking was not a real blistering, it did make a point, though. Whenever she would take a break to scold me I found myself laughing: not at her, maybe I was jusy happy to be over her knee. Maybe she should have blistered the smile right off of my face, I don't know. When she was done spanking me she told me she was going to spank me everyday this week. "Ouch" is all I have to say.
1/16/2012: I got the second spanking today. It was a little harder, and longer, but not unbearable. But, she did come up with a new twist........she would stop and make me unclench my ass and then go on paddling me. It was hard not to clench but I managed to stay unclenched a lot of the time because that is what she told me to do. I love her more everyday!!! P.S. If you read the second comment, it's from my wife!!!
1/17/2012: I got the third spanking today....it was a scorcher!!! I have posted a picture of the two instruments she has used to spank my ass so far. She used the "Holy Terror" on my ass, and thighs, tonight while I screamed into a pillow. The two things I learned tonight were...One: I do not need restraints as no matter how hard she spanked me I did not try to interfere.......Two: I will probably never cry, even though I want to. I want to cry with all of my heart, but I was nowhere close to tears. I have also posted a picture of the most gorgeous woman on the planet: my wife!!! With her face blacked out, of course.
1/17/2012: Part two.......My ass is pretty damned tender! I don't know if I can stand another spanking tomorrow, but I'm not sure she really cares about that (as well she shouldn't).........lol. I guess I earned what I'm going to get.
1/18/2012: I got the fourth spanking today, it wasn't as severe as the others because I was really helpful around the house today (I may be dumb, but I'm not stupid.....lol.) I also taped the spanking today so we could watch it after. She marveled at how much bigger I was than her. I told her that is why she shouldn't feel the least bit sorry for me when I am over her knee, because I go over it willingly. I am not crazy about the pain, but I do need, and crave, this discipline in my life. I scream bloody murder into a pillow when she is blistering my ass, but when she is done I feel at peace.....and more in love with her than I have ever been!!!
She did tell me that even though she went easy on me tonight I should not expect the same tomorrow!!! My ass is so sore..........How am I going to make it through two more days?
1/19/2012: Well I found that I could make it through one more day of spanking: only one more to go. It wasn't too bad tonight. The bathbrush she was using broke early on so she had to stop and get up to get a new instrument to beat my ass with..........I think that took a little wind out of her sails. Thank God!!! I posted a picture of my ass from tonight's beating. Of course, to be honest, that is the culmination of the week so far.
1/20/2012: Just got the last spanking of the week....it wasn't real bad despite what she had said earlier in the week. In fact it was one of the milder ones. We did agree that these were negotiated punishment spankings that she gave me this week that in no way represent what a real punishment spanking will be like. In a real punishment spanking  there will be no warm up with her hand, and that is as it should be. A real punishment spanking will be quite an ordeal for me to get through, but after this week I realize that I will live through it, so I will place myself over her knee willingly and take my punishment.
My wife is the most awesome woman in the world!!! She is becoming an awesome spanker!!!

A little, or a lot, about me.............

I am a fifty year old, very happily married man. I am very lucky to have married my soulmate!!! I was married to a woman before her, a woman who said she shared my kinks. She said this before we were married, but six months after we were married she said she no longer wished to participate in my fetishes. To say I was devastated would be the biggest understatement in the world! For the next thirteen years I lived a miserable life whereas the only outlet for my desires was the Internet. When I first met my ex I was the spanker, even though I had dreamed about getting my ass blistered by strict women: teachers, neighbors, and actresses, since I was a small boy. I used to lie awake in bed at night and daydream about being spanked to tears everynight. Everynight!
I spent a large part of my life denying myself my life's desires. I was no longer allowed to spank my wife, nor could I get her to take the reins and spank me. I allowed myself to live in hell for a very long time because of my fear of living alone. That all ended when I met the angel that is my wife now!
My wife and I are compatible on every level: we laugh constantly, we enjoy spending our time together, and we both love spanking. Although, I must admit that as of now I have spanked her more than she has spanked me. But she knows of my desires, and she is more than willing to help me fulfill them! I have never hidden any part of my fantasies from her; I have expressed my deepest desire to have her be my spanking Wife/Mommy. If I can't be honest with her, who can I be honest with?
I started this blog to sort of document our journey through this spanking labyrinth. I started it because, if you're like me, you read all of the blogs, looked at all of the pictures, joined all of the groups, but weren't sure if it all wasn't made up. You weren't sure that this wasn't all some male jack off fantasy that wasn't real. When you read the letters on "The disciplinary wives club" or read a treatise by Elise Sutton, you could never be sure if somebody was actually living the words they wrote. That is the reason I started this blog......I wanted to tell you that there are people, out here, who are really living out this lifestyle.
Of course, life is life..........we don't spend every single minute concentrating on spanking.........well, maybe she doesn't....lol. We are just trying to feel our way along the path of the Female/male spanking relationship. I know one thing for sure, and that is: there is no woman's knee I would rather go over than hers!!!!!!!!
If you would like to chat further you can email me at: okcats2@hotmail.com    Or stay tuned to my blog and we'll learn together.

I asked my Wife/Mommy to spank me a lot this weekend..............

I asked her to give me cornertime, scold and spank me, and basically treat me like a naughty boy. She seems up for the suggestion! I will keep you informed.

I received a maintenance spanking tonight...............

The spanking was not very long, or hard, but it did put me in a little better head space. I was a touch bit crabby tonight, and it was my maintenance spanking night, so it all worked out. My wife decided that Thursday night would be my regular spanking night: nothing to serious, unless I deserved it. I love my wife!!!