Progress...........
My wife is giving me two maintenance spankings a week..........more if I ask for them. She is helping motivate me out of my severe depression by leaving me a list of chores, which had better be done, everyday. So far I have managed not to get the dreaded punishment spanking, but it's only a matter of time before I slip up I think.
Hi David,
ReplyDeleteI just stumbled across your site and been reading some of the previous posts. It's good to see that your wife has now assumed control and dealing with your discipline on a weekly basis.
I'm interested to know how she is feeling about that and, for that matter how are you dealing with something you've craved for ages. When our DD is in full flow (it's on a hold for a while do to some minor health issues) we find that it acts as a very cathartic process - relieving all forms of stress in our lives as well as bring us closer.
I see you are suffering from depression. Do you find the spankings help relieve this - even temporarily?
How do you differentiate maintenance from punishment? I only ask because we decided way back that our weekly maintenance canings should be the ones I fear. I get 36 strokes of a thin Dragon cane every Thursday normally and we find that helps me maintain my focus without resorting to extra punishment during the week.
However, if it is warranted, Mistress does give extra punishment at other times.
Good luck with your regime!