Nervous as hell........

My wife, and my stepmom........(who now wants to be known as my aunt) are going to take turns literally roasting my bottom on Saturday. I will be over the knee for some of it; I will be secured on a spanking bench for some of it. I am nervous as fuck because I have been saying that I want this to be a real punishment spanking, with me crying real tears. Now, I am not so hot for this idea. Fear has started to worm it's way into my guts now!!! I will let you guys know what happens.