An email I just sent my wife.............

It is almost like we have ESP for each others thoughts and feelings. I have been laying here every night trying to think of the right way to tell you that I need you to be stricter with me. To spank me right away and not be so wishy washy. When you decide to spank: SPANK!!! Also, I think that you should try to get into my head when you spank. That is the only way that we will ever achieve tears. Just pull me down the hall by my ear, or whatever, all of the time telling me how you're going to beat my ass so bad that I won't sit for a week. Be strict, don't accept any excuses, just SPANK!!! If you find that I haven't done my chores, and I'm watching t.v., just come in yelling "David Edward K you are going to get your ass beat. What did I tell you would happen if you neglected your chores? Since you obviously didn't believe me I guess I'm going to have to blister your bottom right now!!!" Then do it!!!!!!!!!! Sometimes I leave my chores undone just to see what you'll do. Usually you will just do them yourself rather than spanking me, like you should, for ignoring your orders. The other day the recycling was overflowing and you never said a thing. My question is: Are you a sissy girl who gets pushed around?

(I think that I may really regret this one!!!)

Hard to believe

It's hard to believe that my depression has kept me from posting since May. A lot has been happening on the spanking front since May. My wife is becoming a much better, harder and more capable spanker! It seems like the more that I send her emails of what I love to read about spanking the more proficient she becomes. Here is the last one that I sent her from a site I found on the net:
"When I spank and the hubby finally start to "Bawl" I spank well past that point, yes it's a normal reaction it doesn't mean ok it's time to stop, it tells me as does the squirming and kicking that my message is being received.

One time I took him over my knee and spanked him harder and longer than I ever have with the brush, he was wiggling and kicking up a storm actually bucking at times, screaming! When I finally stopped his bottom was crimson with some purple marks from the brush. He was sore for two days.

I still try to administer a butt warming that will be felt for days and remembered forever. And during the  spanking I am totally immune to pleas, begging, wiggling, kicking, crying and everything else outside of producing an incredibly sore backside. I also have no qualms about spanking in front of anyone present and having the my hubby receive his punishment naked as a jay bird. Of course, if you are going to have witnesses you should make sure that they will have no problem with what they are about to see. I actually started telling my trusted friends that I spanked my husband. If they didn't seem aghast I asked if they would mind witnessing one of his spankings to increase his humiliation. I have found a couple who are game and they have seen me literally blister my hubby's ass. You would not believe the effect when my husband starts bawling in front of them. Sometimes after a severe spanking my husband's ass is sore for several days afterwards. If just a little more severe brush spanking is needed I just use a series of smacks in the same spot before moving on. That greatly increases the sting and gets the point across.My only way of making a spanking worse is to spank for far longer.

There are times when I do not just want sincere crying before I am finished: I also wanted a his bottom to be purple over my lap."

I sent that one a couple of days ago and she reciprocated by giving me the longest, most severe, spanking to date. When I am getting my ass roasted I think to myself "what the fuck is wrong with me?" I am screaming my lungs out, full force, into a pillow as she seems perfectly content to go on and on and on. Sometimes she actually starts laughing because I am screaming so loud, and kicking so much; she finds it amusing.

I have got to tell you that every time that she cranks it up a notch I get a little more wary when she says it's time for me to be spanked. So far these are just maintenance spankings. I am very careful not to earn a punishment spanking!

Yes, I can honestly say that my spankings are becoming more severe every time! But, what do I expect when she is only doing what I asked?????

New spanking bench...............

I just posted a picture of the spanking bench my wife and I have coming. I told her that when we get it she should secure me to it and beat my ass until I sob like a baby! Of course, it was supposed to be here today but it did not arrive. I am glad because I am trying to backtrack from my earlier bravado with her. It all sounded good until I really thought about what I had asked for. The bench comes with nine restraints: two for each arm, two for each leg and one for around the waist. In other words no escape! I am really going to have to man up because I am extremely claustrophobic and this system will hold me completely immobile. I will probably forget about that once the pain starts...........in other words this is a no win situation.............lol

I gotta say............

Although I like my wife having the authority to spank me.................I am having a real problem with the submissive part. I am really conflicted about this. I like her having some control but I am having problems letting her have all of it.

Happy to report..............

After 53 years of life I have the strict disciplinarian I have always wanted. When we started out in this relationship I was the spanker, then we drifted into switch territory for awhile. I have always dreamed of being a very disciplined husband, and it took awhile but my wife is finally in the "swing" of things as it were.....lol. At first we switched a lot. Then I sent her every article, story, and video I could find on the subject of Domestic Discipline...female style! Although she read, and looked at everything I sent her, it took her some time to arrive at what I was looking for. I would send her another story after she had spanked me for a transgression....the story would lean more towards what I was looking for. Now I feel like I might be creating a monster as she is stricter and spanking me harder. She also does not let me get away with the things that she used to! Life is good!!!